I am still in this terrible funk. Today is especially bad; I am really down, and just want to lay in bed, cry and feel sorry for myself. and, I know I am extremely exhausted as well.
However, I do believe I am making progress in figuring what is making me feel this way.
For one, my house is a dissaster, I am 10 lbs overweight and I have no money. Plus, I really dont know who I am anymore or what I want with my life. These things need to be rolled around in my head for a few days and once I can answer these questions, I will have a better attitude and be able to live again.
I also need to re-read my CoDependent books and get some outside exercise. Today is my short day at work, so I am already home. My son has promised to help me clean the house, he has also already taken care of the Turtle and Cat. We will take a walk to the grocery store in a bit as we need Baby Food for the Cat as she is out I can spare $5 bucks for that.
Tonight we were going to hit the Utah Symphony as I have free tickets, but I think it would be best if I just stayed home and went to bed early. Sleep always helps every problem I have.
SO-enough blabbin’, time to get outside so the sunshine can help cure me.