Dear Diary,

I seem to be at crossroads in my life. Yes, I know, another one, go figure. I am very happy the way things are right now, but some days I am doubting myself about if I am really happy or not. I think its cuz my B-Day is next week and I am going thru that ‘getting old’ question again of if life is passing me by and I am too stupid to know it.
So I have been thinking about getting back in the dating scene again. maybe. sorta. not really sure. It seems to be just too darn much work! I’d rather be at my home, having a nice relaxing evening. yeah-sounds boring, but still, to me, it sounds very nice too! Besides, I am still tying to get my kitchen cabinettes finished and perhaps some new Delta fauctes and I have a ton of little project to do . . . I know, sounds like I am just making excuse’s to stay home, well, maybe I am, heck if I know!