Well to continue on from yesterday, I am still not feeling too hot. I did not get a good sleep and today I could sure use some joint pain relief.
I know too that my misery is part Mental. I gained 1.6 pounds over the weekend which means I have to loose 4 pounds just this week to get back on track. Yeah, like thats going to happen.
Why can I just not eat!? I mean its not hard to say No Thanks, turn my head and be a better healthier person, right?! Chalk it up to my stupidity, laziness and just plain being an idiot. I dont like being an idiot. This is depressing. ugh.
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