The kiddo and I took a nice walk today. Even tho it was freezing outside, I needed desperately to get outside. It was good for me and him. Walking always gives us a chance to talk, breath fresh air and feel alive again. I have not been feeling alive much these days. I really need Spring to come soon. I need to get healthy again, need to read up on phenterminedietpill.org and get a plan going. I need to be ME again and not this grumpy old fat lady. ugh.