Today is better. I got a little extra sleep last night as I was so tired, I went to bed at 9pm. However the air around here is killing me. We are stuck in the inversion again and the air is terrible. You can just feel the polution, dirt and particle in the air – my eyes hurt, my nose hurts, my lungs hurt. There is a little storm on the horizon, but it looks like a bland, brown and dirty Christmas. yuck !
I am so tired; worn out exhausted kind of tired. and I really hate this ! It is mostly stress and not eating right. I was doing good there eating right, but then the stress came and ruined it all. I really hate that ! I need to learn to control myself better. I used to be in control, but with age I guess comes laziness. yuck. So I am now leaning towards next week to get back in the game – get healthy and loose weight. I wont need a 5th wheel warranty, cuz I am not going to go quite that far, but I am seriously thinking about getting a tread mill . . . .
The other day our very much loved Turtle Seaweed went to her new home. We had the cage all cleaned, she was bathed and fed and off she went! I am very glad she found a new home. We are getting too old here at our house to have a turtle anymore. Now all we have is two fish and three cats. sheesh !
OMG I really need to get over this funk that I have fallen into. I dont want to blame it all on this terrible inversion weather, but the weather effects me more that I can help it. I am an outdoors person and when I dont get my sunshine, fresh air and freedom, I get depressed. I do think about getting some more gear from The North Face, but even that is not cheering me up. I mean really ! Its Christmas Time and I should be happy – but I am not and I cant seem to pull myself up. eGads, I need something and until I figure out what exactly I need, life is gunna suck.
I am slowly getting into the Holiday spirit. Today it snowed a few light and fluffy flurries, nothing stuck to the ground, but it was a start.
And we put our shoes by the door last night . . . and Saint Nicolas stopped by our house a couple days early and gave us a little something. No ray-ban sunglasses, but I did get some Pumpkin spice coffee and the kiddo got a Wii game. Hard to believe that even tho the kiddo is not a kid anymore (almost 17), he still wants Saint Nick to visit.
Wow did the Holiday fly by this year or what !? I cannot believe that Christmas is right around the corner. We put up our tree this past weekend, but I cant seem to get into the Christmas Spirit this year. This year has just been terrible, so I should be happy that it is almost over, but I just feel . . . well . . . blah I guess. No excitment, no joy, not much of anything.
Its really strange cuz I am always excited for Christmas. I really love it!
I guess I just need a Mental Check to make sure I am okay, well that and a few days vacation 
We got the house ready for Winter the other day. Even tho it seems like Summer was exceptionally short this year, I still do love Winter.
The Fire is ready to go, the Carpet layed down so that I can lounge on the floor and the house is even clean! We got the carpet really cheap at Ikea as the one last year was pretty ugly.
We are now ready for the Holidays too. I love having a Fire around this time of the year. Speaking of Holidays, today is Thanksgiving and we are headed out to the parents for dinner Yum ! I cannot fit into my nice clothing yet (I did loose 2 pounds so far this week tho!) so I think I will put on a nice lapel pin at least.
Time to go ! Happy Thanksgiving !
My Gosh the time is flying by! I cannot keep up these days and I still dont have a desktop at home, so the work is piling up. Plus, I am way too stressed out and eating everything in sight. Usually I can do really well when it comes to watching what I eat during the Holidays, but so far – not very good. Winter is a time for sweatpants and sweatshirts, not fishnet bodysuit, so since no one sees me, I am slackin’ on the loosing weight part.
I need to de-stress, calm down and get healthy again. Just how I will go about doing that is the problem. *sigh*
Summer is finally over. We got our first snow of the season yesterday. It has been a short summer this year and I am going to miss it. I do love Winter, but this year – I wish for a longer Summer, and I think the Cat does too.
Perhaps I can find a part time Winter job to ease into Winter this year. During Winter I love to stay at home and hibernate, so maybe Webmaster Jobs would be an option. Or, I think I will just blog more. I have not had a Desktop, or Laptop for so long that I think I forgot how to type on a normal keyboard. The iPad just does not cut it sometimes!
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